What can I do to forget.

I just want to pretend nothing has happen, and we live like we used to be. I know I've been telling you this over and over again, but I guess it's still me who can't get over it.

I don't blame you, just blame myself for telling you. Why am I so dumb, since you forgot what happen that night I should just keep my mouth shut.

Why did I get emotional all over again and let you see it.

Why, why why. I am just so dumb.

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Betrayed? That's not exactly it. I don't know what should I categorise it into.

Why can't I just forget about it? I'd do anything, just for it to be out of my memory.

Every single time it came into my mind,part of my heart falls apart. It's slowly killing me on the inside. But it's okay...I'll be fine. As long as we're still together, I'll be fine. Because slowly, my heart dies and eventually this incident mean nothing to me.

You asked if being with you was hard, I'd say it's harder to live without you.

This time round, let me be stupid. Just let me cry another round, and I'd be perfectly fine.