In pain.

I'm in great pain now, I don't know what's is wrong with my body. I guess, it's inflammation.

I miss N so much now, so much. But it's only Tuesday. Really sucks to be without N when I'm in pain. All I want now is to be in his arms and sleep. I don't like, I don't like, I don't like! ):

How I wish N can just come back like that.

I want him to come out now, we have a getaway.

And best, never return.