I'm glad I have you.

It is on the verge of losing that you realise how important it is to you.

I think the both of us knew something was wrong, and yesterday was probably the day I realise it was all my fault. From the start, all I said was we change. I thought so..untill last night.

Yes, you do change. But you change to be nicer to me, you did everything for me. In return, I did nothing for you. All I thought was for myself.

I wasn't like this in the past, and I knew it was because you always do things in my way and I'm starting to take things for granted.

Last night when I had to leave work because of fever, you met me without second thought. You bought dinner for me, you settle everything for me. You make sure I had my medicine and I was sleeping before you finally had your rest.

As we were walking to your place, I couldn't take it any more. I felt as though I was going to faint, thus I cried. That's when you hold me tight and told me we're reaching in no time.

When I was lying on your bed, you took panadol for me; you took my temperature; you kiss me on my cheek, you told me not to cry any more. I remembered all these. I'm glad I have you when I'm at my worst. You sure do deserve my best.

I'm sorry that I'm such a spoilt brat. I'm sorry for all the shit I've done to you.

Thank you for staying when you have the reason to leave, thank you for not leaving me alone.

I know I can put my heart down, trust you and know that you're no longer the same Nelson everyone use to know. You're no longer that Nelson every girl would try to avoid because you use to be a heartbreaker.

I love you.